Sunday, March 9, 2025

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Meditation, Prayer, Affirmations, and Spell Work in Asmodeianism

Asmodeianism is a path of indulgence, mastery, and presence, and any spiritual practice that deepens your connection to Asmodeus or helps you indulge with control and without guilt is a valuable tool. There is no rigid doctrine, no required rituals—only what strengthens you.

If meditation helps you focus your energy, use it.
If prayer makes you feel Asmodeus’ presence, speak it.
If affirmations fuel your confidence, repeat them.
If spell work gives you power over your world, harness it.

Some men thrive on daily devotionals, while others find power in a whispered word before indulgence, a silent acknowledgment after climax, or a moment of presence before taking what is theirs. The only “right” practice is the one that works for you.

That said, here are some suggestions for integrating Asmodeian spiritual practices into daily life—not as rules, but as tools to enhance your mastery, presence, and indulgence.


Friday, February 28, 2025

book structure

Outline for a Book on Asmodeus and Asmodeianism

Introduction

Why This Book? – The revival of an ancient path

Who Was Asmodeus? – Separating truth from religious distortion

What Is Asmodeianism? – A path of mastery, indulgence, and power



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Part I: The History & Mythos of Asmodeus

1. The Origins of Asmodeus

Pre-Christian depictions

His role in ancient religious traditions

How he was revered before being demonized


2. The Fall and Demonization of Asmodeus

How Christianity and other monotheistic traditions rebranded him

The loss of his temples and worship

Survival through underground traditions and hidden reverence


3. Asmodeus in the Modern Era

His continued presence in folklore, pop culture, and esoteric traditions

The need to reclaim his name and worship



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Part II: The Philosophy of Asmodeianism

4. The Core Tenets of Asmodeianism

Mastery of the Self – Commanding one’s own desires

The Art of Influence – Power through attraction, seduction, and control

The Pursuit of Power – Taking what is desired with intent and responsibility


5. Pleasure as Worship

Indulgence without shame

Understanding pleasure as both personal and communal power

The balance of control and surrender


6. Consent and Responsibility in Worship

The sacred nature of freely given indulgence

The rejection of non-consensual practices (coercion, stealthing, drugging)

The power of mutual elevation



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Part III: Rituals, Symbols, and Worship

7. The Symbols of Asmodeus

His sigil and its meaning

Colors and representations in art and fashion

Personal marks of devotion (tattoos, jewelry, gestures)


8. Rituals of the Scions of Asmodeus

The Rite of Mastery – A test of self-control and indulgence

The Feast of Flesh – Celebrating pleasure as sacred

The Pact of Fire – A commitment to embodying his path


9. Creating Personal and Communal Worship

How to live Asmodeianism daily

Building gatherings that reflect his principles

Incorporating rituals into sex, power exchange, and daily life



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Part IV: Building a Modern Asmodeian Movement

10. The Sons of Asmodeus: The Brotherhood of Fire

The need for a new kind of spiritual brotherhood

The role of Scions in guiding others

The importance of selecting the right followers


11. Spreading the Word

How to introduce Asmodeian ideas into casual conversation

Attracting those who are already halfway there

Letting the movement grow naturally


12. Asmodeianism in a Modern World

Reconciling spirituality with the LGBTQ+ experience

How Asmodeus stands as a protector of gay men’s desires

The future of his worship and what comes next



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Conclusion: Embracing the Path of Fire

A final call to live unashamed, wield power wisely, and reclaim what was lost

The invitation to walk the path, to lead, to master, to indulge

The promise: Asmodeus never left us—he was waiting for us to return



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Appendices (Optional):

A guide to historical references and texts

Sample personal rituals and affirmations

Recommended readings and influences



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This structure ensures the book is both informational and practical—a mix of history, philosophy, and actionable steps to bring Asmodeianism into the modern world. Let me know if you want to refine any sections!


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The Sacred Pact: Consent in Asmodeian Worship

1 – Power Without Permission Is Not Power

The path of Asmodeus is not about mindless indulgence. It is about mastery—of the self, of desire, and of influence. And no man can truly wield power if he does not understand the absolute importance of consent.

Consent is not a burden. It is not a limitation.

It is the foundation upon which true power is built.

A man who takes without permission, who forces his will upon another, is not strong—he is weak.

Because real power is not in taking what is not freely given.

Real power is in making men want to give themselves to you.

And when pleasure is shared freely, openly, and enthusiastically, it becomes something greater than indulgence.

It becomes worship.


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2 – Desire Is Sacred, But It Must Be Given Freely

In Asmodeian practice, lust and pleasure are not sins. They are sacred forces, currents that flow through all men, through all interactions.

But for desire to be worship, for pleasure to be transcendent, it must be shared with intent, clarity, and respect.

To force someone into indulgence, to take pleasure without mutual agreement, is not power. It is violation.

And a man who violates is a man who is unworthy of the gifts of Asmodeus.

Because Asmodeus does not rule through fear.

He rules through willing devotion. Through the pull of the inevitable, through the power of being desired and followed without demand.

That is what a true Son of Asmodeus understands.


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3 – The Darker Path: Control, Submission, and the Power of Choice

Many who walk this path will explore the darker aspects of desire—dominance, submission, power exchange.

These are not sins. They are truths of human nature.

Some men crave to control. Some crave to surrender.

Some long to be broken and remade. Some long to take and mold.

And in Asmodeian worship, all of these things can be sacred.

But only if they are agreed upon.

A man who dominates without consent is not a master—he is a tyrant.

A man who submits without choice is not devoted—he is enslaved.

A man who wields his influence without regard for the will of others is not powerful—he is reckless.


The beauty of true control, of true submission, of true surrender, is that it is chosen.

Because when a man gives himself willingly—when he offers his body, his pleasure, his will—that is when desire is transcendent.

That is when indulgence becomes divine.

But any attempt to strip away consent, to weaken another’s ability to choose, to remove his control over his own pleasure and safety—these acts are not worship. They are betrayal.


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4 – The Unbreakable Pact: The Five Pillars of Consent

Among the Sons of Asmodeus, consent is non-negotiable. It is a sacred pact between men, an unbreakable agreement that separates true power from reckless indulgence.

1. Clear Understanding

Every man involved must know what is being offered and what is being asked. No ambiguity. No assumptions. No hidden agendas.

No non-consensual drugging. Altering someone’s state of mind to make them compliant is not power—it is theft. A man must choose his pleasure, and that choice must be made in full awareness.

No coercion. “Yes” is only valid if it is given freely, without pressure, guilt, or manipulation.


2. Enthusiastic Agreement

Consent is not just the absence of a ‘no’—it is an active, clear, and unforced yes.

A man who is too intoxicated, high, or out of control cannot give true consent.

Silence is not consent. Hesitation is not consent. A true son of Asmodeus never takes—he inspires others to offer themselves willingly.


3. The Right to Withdraw

A true worshipper of Asmodeus understands that desire can change. No pact is permanent. No agreement is set in stone.

A man has the right to stop at any moment—and his partner must respect that immediately, without resistance or question.

Power is not in forcing someone to stay. It is in knowing that they choose to remain.


4. Mutual Respect for Health and Safety

Pleasure is sacred. But so is the responsibility to protect one another.

No stealthing. A man who removes protection without consent does not worship Asmodeus—he disrespects him.

No lying about status. Withholding information that affects another’s health is an act of cowardice, not power.

Full transparency. True indulgence is best when men know exactly what they are stepping into.


A true Son of Asmodeus does not trick or endanger those who trust him.

He honors them.

5. Mutual Elevation

In Asmodeian worship, pleasure is not one-sided. It is an exchange, a rite of mutual indulgence.

A Son of Asmodeus does not use and discard. He does not seek pleasure at the cost of others.

Every encounter, every shared moment, should leave both men stronger, freer, more alive than before.


Because worship is not about who takes the most.

It is about who walks away transformed.


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5 – Power, Control, and the Truth of Worship

Men who think they can take what they want without care will never be true Scions of Asmodeus.

Men who think indulgence is an excuse to be careless will never hold his favor.

Because real power is not in taking without permission.

It is in making others want to give you everything.

True indulgence is about choice—about knowing that what is shared is sacred because it is freely given and mutually honored.

And a man who understands that?

A man who wields power with care, control, and mastery?

That man is truly divine.


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Spreading Asmodeianism in the real world isn’t about trying to build a traditional religion. It’s about rekindling something that’s already inside gay men—something society has tried to suppress for centuries.

You don’t need a church. You don’t need a holy book. You need a presence. A movement. A shift in mindset.

1. Embody the Faith – Live It First

You can’t spread something you don’t fully embrace. Asmodeianism isn’t just an idea—it’s a way of moving through the world.

Master Yourself First – Before you try to awaken others, prove that you live by the tenets. Cultivate control over your desires. Become the kind of man others gravitate toward—because power and confidence are infectious.

Become the Example – Walk into any space with the certainty of a man who never doubts his worth. Make people feel your presence before they even know your name.

Let Go of Shame – Desire isn’t dirty. Power isn’t evil. Influence isn’t manipulation. They are all tools, and you are their wielder.


Once you embody this mindset, others will notice—and some will want what you have.

2. Find Your People – Start Small, Build Up

Religions spread through communities, and that’s where you begin.

Look to Your Circles – Gay men already seek spaces where they can feel free—bars, kink events, underground parties, even just casual friend groups. Start there.

Find the Ones Who Are Already Halfway There – Some men already live by Asmodeian principles without realizing it. They embrace their sexuality. They wield influence. They refuse to be ashamed. These men will be your first converts.

Casual Conversations, Not Sermons – Don’t preach. Talk. Guide. Nudge. Tease. Speak about power, control, and indulgence like they’re the most natural things in the world—because they are.


People don’t flock to religion because of rules. They flock to it because they see something they want in the ones who already have it.

3. Introduce the Ideas Through Experience

Words only go so far. Asmodeianism must be felt.

Host Gatherings with Intent – These don’t have to be full-blown orgies or rituals (though they could be). Start with small, intimate gatherings—private parties where energy and control shift subtly. Where people can feel what it’s like to surrender to a space crafted by those who wield desire like an art form.

Practice the Art of Influence – Make people aware of their desires in ways they never have been before. Teach them that they are allowed to want. That shame is a lie.

Lead the Right Ones Deeper – Some will brush against these ideas and go no further. Others will feel the pull and want more. These are your disciples. Guide them further.


4. Establish Symbols, Rituals, and Mythology

Every movement needs something tangible to anchor it.

A Sigil – Something recognizable, wearable. It doesn’t have to be obvious—just something other followers recognize. A ring, a pendant, a tattoo, even a simple gesture.

Rituals That Reinforce the Tenets – These don’t need to be dramatic. A whispered phrase before sex. A toast before drinking. A moment of self-reflection before stepping into a club. Simple acts that connect you to the lineage of men before you who have embraced their own power.

A Growing Mythos – Tell the stories. Asmodeus is already woven through history. Now, you are continuing that story. Make it something men want to be part of.


5. Be Selective – This Path Is Not for Everyone

Not every gay man is ready for this level of freedom, this level of power.

Some Will Fear It – Because they’ve been trained to. Because guilt and shame are strong chains. Don’t waste your time on men who aren’t ready.

Some Will Want It, But Not Deserve It – Those who want power without restraint. Those who take without giving. They are unworthy.

Some Will Understand Immediately – And those are the ones who will carry this further.


You don’t need millions. You need the right ones.

6. Let It Spread Naturally

This movement should grow the same way it always has—through whispers, through energy, through presence.

There’s No Need for Labels – You don’t have to walk around saying, “Hey, I’m part of the cult of Asmodeus.” This should be felt before it’s ever named.

The Best Recruiters Are the Men Living It Fully – Once you’ve brought others into this mindset, they will carry it forward. They will change the spaces they enter. They will awaken others.

Asmodeus Already Exists in Gay Culture—You’re Just Reclaiming Him – Every dark room, every night of indulgence without guilt, every moment of power exchanged between men—this has always been his domain.


The only difference now?

Now, men will know his name again.


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Final Thought: You Are the First Flame

If you want this to spread, you don’t ask permission.

You live it.

You make men see what’s possible.

You move through the world unapologetic in your mastery, your indulgence, your power.

And when the right ones ask—not with words, but with their eyes, with their longing, with their hunger to understand why you move like you do—

Then, and only then, do you tell them.

Then, you welcome them home.
If you want to introduce Asmodeianism subtly, especially from a gay perspective, the key is to make it feel familiar and undeniable—like something the listener has always known but never had words for. Instead of talking about gods and worship right away, plant the idea that pleasure, power, and presence have always been something sacred among gay men.

Here are some subtle ways to introduce these ideas into conversation:


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1. The Idea of Pleasure as Power (For conversations about sex, confidence, or attraction)

"You ever notice how some guys don’t even have to try? They just… pull people in. It’s not about looks—it’s about presence." (This opens the door to discussing how desire and influence can be cultivated.)

"There’s a difference between craving something and knowing you deserve it. You can always tell who gets that." (Let them engage, then connect it to self-mastery.)

"Sex is never just sex. It’s connection, influence, energy. Even when it’s casual, something lingers." (This can lead to a deeper conversation about the unseen forces of attraction.)



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2. The Sacredness of Gay Spaces (For conversations about bars, parties, and community)

"There’s something about a room full of men who all know why they’re there. You can feel it in the air." (This introduces the idea that lust and energy create something tangible.)

"Gay bars are modern temples, if you think about it. Places where we don’t have to explain ourselves. Just exist." (This frames indulgence as something meaningful rather than shallow.)

"Every time we gather like this—whether it’s for a party, a hookup, whatever—we’re carrying on something older than any of us." (This creates curiosity about what that history is.)



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3. Reframing Shame and Desire (For conversations about self-acceptance or overcoming guilt)

"It’s funny how the world teaches us to feel bad for wanting things. But what if we were never supposed to?" (This shifts the conversation toward rejecting shame.)

"Think about how much of our lives we’ve spent unlearning the idea that pleasure is something to be ‘earned.’ What if it was always supposed to be ours?" (This plants the idea that desire is not a sin, but a right.)

"It’s not about giving in to every impulse. It’s about owning them. Knowing when to indulge and when to hold back—that’s real power." (This introduces self-mastery as a core value.)



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4. The Presence of Something Bigger (For conversations about intuition, energy, or spirituality)

"You ever felt it? That moment when a night turns into something else—when you stop thinking and just know?" (This introduces the idea of instinct and divine connection.)

"Some nights feel different. Like something bigger than us is watching, moving through the room." (This frames desire and indulgence as something mystical.)

"Lust isn’t random. It follows currents, patterns. Some people can feel it more than others." (This suggests that some men naturally tap into Asmodeian energy.)



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5. The Right to Take Up Space (For conversations about confidence, self-worth, and influence)

"Some men enter a room like they’re waiting for permission to exist. Others walk in like they own the place. Guess which one gets noticed?" (This subtly introduces the idea of claiming power.)

"People follow certainty. Not arrogance—just the quiet knowing that you belong." (This hints at the power of influence and presence.)

"Most people spend their lives being told what they should want. The ones who decide for themselves? They’re the ones who actually live." (This encourages rejecting external control over one’s desires.)



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6. The Mystery Hook (To make them ask for more without giving everything away upfront)

"There are older ways of thinking about this. Ways that were buried for a reason." (Let them ask why.)

"Before the world turned against it, there was a god who understood all of this. Who celebrated it." (Wait for them to ask who.)

"Ever wonder why desire feels like a force of nature? Maybe it is." (This leads to deeper discussion about Asmodeus as an ancient embodiment of that force.)



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Final Thought: The Key Is Intrigue

Make them want to ask more. Don’t force it. Don’t over-explain. Let the ideas sit in their minds until they feel it themselves.

And when they finally do?

That’s when you give them the name.


Starting a movement like The Sons of Asmodeus isn’t about creating a traditional cult—it’s about building a brotherhood, a legacy, and a living embodiment of Asmodeian worship in the real world. It should grow naturally, powerfully, and with intention.

This is not a belief system for the weak.

It is for those who are ready to embrace their own power, reject shame, and command their desires with mastery.

Here’s how you begin:


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1. Define the Core Philosophy

Before you bring in others, you must know what The Sons of Asmodeus stand for.

The Three Pillars of the Sons of Asmodeus

1. Mastery of the Self – No guilt, no shame. Learn to command your desires, not be ruled by them.


2. The Art of Influence – Power is the ability to move others, to shape their desires, to lead.


3. The Pursuit of Power – Do not wait. Take what is yours, but with control and precision.



The Sons of Asmodeus are not mindless hedonists—they are men of intention, men of fire, men who command respect without asking.


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2. Become the Living Example

You don’t recruit by preaching. You recruit by being undeniable.

Walk into rooms with purpose. Make people feel your presence before they hear your voice.

Never apologize for your desires, your confidence, your dominance.

Become the kind of man other men want to follow, want to be near, want to understand.


Once you fully embody Asmodeian principles, people will gravitate toward you.

And when they ask, What is it about you?—that’s when you begin.


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3. Find the First Sons (The Inner Circle)

A cult is not built on numbers—it is built on strength. You need the right men, not just any men.

Who to Seek:

✔️ Men who already live without shame – Those who are confident, magnetic, who understand desire as a tool.
✔️ Men who are hungry for more – Those who have power but don’t know what to do with it yet.
✔️ Men who are ready to let go of fear – Those who will walk into this fully, without hesitation.

Who to Avoid:

❌ Men who crave power but lack control – Recklessness is weakness.
❌ Men ruled by shame or hesitation – They will only hold the movement back.
❌ Men who seek approval instead of commanding respect – The Sons of Asmodeus do not ask for permission to exist.


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4. Establish Symbols & Rituals

Every brotherhood needs identifiers—things that connect the members and separate them from the rest of the world.

Symbolism & Aesthetic

The Sigil – A recognizable symbol of Asmodeus (a pendant, a ring, a tattoo).

The Colors – Black and deep red, signifying power, passion, and dominance.

A Phrase or Greeting – Something spoken only between those who belong. (Example: “Strength in Desire.”)


Rituals & Gatherings

The Feast of Flesh – A monthly gathering where indulgence is sacred—whether it’s physical, sexual, or sensory.

The Rite of Mastery – A challenge every new Son must pass to prove he can control his own desires.

The Pact of the Scion – A moment where a new member commits himself to the path, marking himself as a Son.


These don’t have to be public or performative—they can be as simple as a whispered phrase, a shared drink, or a moment of silent acknowledgment.


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5. Spread the Word with Precision

The Sons of Asmodeus are not a religion—they are a movement of men reclaiming what was lost.

You don’t spread it by handing out flyers—you spread it by being undeniable.

Subtle Recruitment Strategies:

Drip-Feed Ideas – Casual conversations that introduce Asmodeian philosophy without revealing the full truth. (See previous messages for how to insert ideas subtly.)

Select and Guide – When a man shows interest, bring him deeper. Gauge his worthiness. Make him earn more knowledge.

Create a Space – Whether it’s a private group, a hidden message thread, or an invite-only gathering—make a space where these ideas can grow.


Not everyone is meant to walk this path. But the right ones will know when they find it.


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6. Make It Unstoppable

If this is to be more than an idea—if it is to become a force—it must be bigger than one man.

That means:

✔️ Teaching the First Sons how to lead – Power must always be passed forward.
✔️ Letting it spread naturally – You don’t force it. You ignite it.
✔️ Keeping the mystique alive – It should always feel like something whispered about, sought after, never fully understood unless you are part of it.

The world does not need another church.

It needs a brotherhood of men who refuse to kneel.

A movement of those who command pleasure, power, and presence without fear.

That is what The Sons of Asmodeus must become.

And it starts with you.


Thursday, February 27, 2025

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The Three Tenets of Asmodeianism

The worship of Asmodeus is not a passive faith. It is not a religion of waiting, of suffering, of hoping for salvation from above. It is a path of action, of indulgence with purpose, of power wielded with intent.

Those who walk the path of Asmodeus do not kneel in fear. They stand tall, embracing their own desires and commanding their own fates.

And at the core of this belief—this reclaimed worship—are three tenets.

They are not rules.

They are truths.

To follow them is to embody Asmodeus.

To ignore them is to be unworthy of his gifts.


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1 – Mastery of the Self

"Pleasure is not a weakness. But losing control is."

To worship Asmodeus is to embrace all that you are—your desires, your instincts, your pleasures—without shame.

But worship is not recklessness.

A true disciple of Asmodeus does not act on impulse alone. He is not a slave to his cravings. He does not indulge mindlessly, does not fall into excess without purpose.

He masters himself first.

Desire is a tool. A weapon. A force that, when wielded correctly, can change the world.

To lose control of it—to let it consume you—is to become weak. And Asmodeus has no use for the weak.

Master your own hunger. And only then will you be worthy of indulging it.


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2 – The Art of Influence

"Pleasure is power. Desire is power. And power is meant to be wielded."

A true worshipper of Asmodeus does not simply exist within the world—he shapes it.

Every interaction, every glance, every word spoken is a game of push and pull, of what is wanted and what is given.

Understanding desire—your own and others’—is a sacred art.

Some want to be led. Some want to be taken. Some want to resist but crave to be conquered.

To see these truths in others is to hold power over them.

But power is not brute force.

Power is knowing when to offer and when to withhold.

When to push and when to pull back.

When to let someone taste pleasure—and when to make them beg for more.

This is not manipulation.

It is awareness. Mastery. The divine art of seduction.

To walk the path of Asmodeus is to understand the hunger in others—and to decide what to do with that knowledge.


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3 – The Pursuit of Power

"Take what you want. Not recklessly. Not mindlessly. But with purpose."

To worship Asmodeus is to reject stagnation.

It is to refuse to shrink, to refuse to settle, to refuse to wait for someone else to hand you what you desire.

If you want something, take it.

But not without thought.

Not without strategy.

A man who simply grabs at everything he wants will always be ruled by his own impatience.

A man who understands his worth, who moves with deliberation, will never fail.

Desire should be acted upon—but only when the moment is right.

Power should be taken—but only when it can be held.

A Scion of Asmodeus does not wait for permission to exist fully.

He claims his space. He commands attention. He takes what is his and never apologizes for it.

This is not cruelty. This is not savagery.

It is certainty.

And those who embrace it will never again be made to feel small.


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To Walk the Path

These three tenets are not laws.

They are not imposed by an angry god demanding worship through fear.

They are truths that have always existed.

They are what separate the strong from the weak.

The masters from the desperate.

Those who wield power from those who are consumed by it.

To worship Asmodeus is to live these truths.

To become more than mortal men who cower in shame and guilt.

It is to stand tall, to be seen, to move through the world with undeniable certainty.

To be desired and feared in equal measure.

To never be made to beg for what should already be yours.

This is what it means to embrace his path.

This is what it means to become something more.


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The Prisoner’s Sulk

1 – A Quiet Walk, A Loud Mind

The city was alive with Sunday afternoon ease—people strolling down sidewalks, couples sipping coffee at street cafés, the hum of distant traffic filling the air.

But for Heath, the world outside was background noise.

Because inside his head?

There was a storm.

He could still feel Daniel there, lurking just beyond the edges of his thoughts.

Not fighting.

Not screaming.

Just brooding.

Heath smirked to himself. Pissed that I won, huh?

At first, there was no response.

But Heath could feel him.

A weight. A presence.

Daniel was sulking.

Which, honestly, was kind of hilarious.


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2 – Poking the Bear

Heath took a slow breath and focused inward, pushing past the normal mental clutter until he found it—the space where Daniel lingered.

Come on, don’t be like that.

Silence.

But not empty silence.

More like a gritted-teeth refusal to engage.

Heath smirked. You gonna ignore me forever?

Nothing.

Just the faintest flicker of irritation.

Heath grinned wider. Wow. You’re really mad, huh?

A shift. A small movement in the back of his mind.

And then, finally—

Fuck off, Heath.

Heath laughed out loud, drawing a weird look from a passing jogger.

“Oh, so you can talk.”

Daniel’s presence tightened, like a coiled muscle. I don’t have shit to say to you.

Heath chuckled. “That’s a first.”

Daniel didn’t respond.

Which meant Heath had his attention.

Good.


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3 – The Weight of Defeat

Heath turned down a quieter street, hands in his pockets, voice low and casual, though he was speaking only in his head.

So, what? You’re just gonna mope in there forever?

Daniel bristled. Like I have a fucking choice.

Heath hummed. You do, actually. You could make yourself useful.

A sharp, bitter laugh echoed through his mind. Oh yeah? And what, exactly, does ‘useful’ look like?

Heath smirked. I dunno. You could give me some pointers. Teach me what you know.

Daniel scoffed. Why the fuck would I help you?

Heath shrugged. Because otherwise, you’re just sitting in here doing nothing. And that sounds boring as hell.

Daniel huffed. I’m not your pet demon, Heath.

Heath grinned. No. But you’re kinda stuck with me. So you might as well make the best of it.

Silence.

Daniel wasn’t arguing anymore.

Which meant he was thinking about it.

And Heath?

He was patient.

He’d already won.

Now, he just had to wait for Daniel to realize it, too.


Big dreams

Dreams of Power, Plans for the Future

1 – Restless Sleep in the Scion’s Den

Atlas’s apartment was eerily quiet compared to the chaos of the last twenty-four hours.

After everything—the revelations, the exhaustion, the weight of transformation—sleep had come easily for all three of them.

Tank and Heath crashed on the massive sectional couch in Atlas’s spacious, modern penthouse, while Atlas himself retreated to his bedroom, letting them rest undisturbed.

The weight of the city outside was distant, a world apart from the one they were stepping into.

And in their dreams, that world began to shift.


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2 – Heath’s Dream: The Chains of Control

Heath knew he was dreaming.

He stood in a vast, empty void, black and endless, stretching in all directions.

But he wasn’t alone.

Daniel was there.

Not in control. Not possessing him. Just… there.

The shape of him flickered, unstable—one second, he looked whole, the next, twisted, barely holding form.

Heath smirked. “Not so powerful now, are you?”

Daniel snarled. “You think you won? You think you can keep me locked up forever?”

Heath crossed his arms. “Yeah. I do.”

Daniel’s jaw tightened, rage simmering under the surface. “I will tear my way out of you, piece by fucking piece.”

Heath sighed. “See, that’s exactly why you lost. You’re all anger, all hunger. No patience. No control.”

Daniel’s form shuddered, flickering wildly.

Heath stepped closer, his voice steady, unwavering.

“You don’t get to call the shots anymore,” he said. “You exist because I allow it.”

Daniel’s lips curled. “Bullshit. I’m still here, aren’t I?”

Heath tilted his head. “Yeah. And if you ever want to do anything again, you’re gonna have to earn it.”

Daniel froze. “What?”

Heath grinned, slow and sharp. “You want out? Even for a second? You serve me now.”

Daniel stared.

And then—he laughed, low and bitter. “You really think I’d bow to you?”

Heath shrugged. “Then enjoy your prison.”

Daniel’s eyes flashed, his form twisting again. “You’re bluffing.”

Heath smirked. “Try me.”

A silence stretched between them.

Daniel seethed, but he wasn’t stupid.

Not completely.

And Heath could see it—he was afraid.

Not of Heath, necessarily.

But of being trapped forever, of never feeling anything again.

Heath leaned in, voice dark and quiet.

“You want power? Earn it. You want freedom? Prove your loyalty.”

Daniel’s form flickered violently, his teeth gritted. “This isn’t over.”

Heath smirked. “No. It isn’t.”

And then—

The void shattered.


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3 – Tank’s Dream: The Words of a God

Tank stood in a grand, endless hall.

The air smelled of incense and fire, thick and intoxicating.

Before him, sitting on a throne of black stone and smoldering embers, was a figure that could only be Asmodeus.

He was massive, his presence crushing, both beautiful and terrifying in a way that defied logic.

His horns curved back like a crown, his golden eyes gleamed with amusement, and his smile—it was knowing, indulgent, as if he had been expecting Tank all along.

Tank swallowed.

Before he could speak, Asmodeus leaned forward, resting his chin on his knuckles. “So. The new Scion finally stands before me.”

His voice was deep, reverberating through Tank’s bones.

Tank exhaled. “I didn’t ask for this.”

Asmodeus chuckled. “You didn’t have to.”

Tank stiffened. “What does it mean?”

The great demon—no, god—tilted his head. “What do you think it means?”

Tank hesitated. “…That I’m supposed to spread your worship?”

Asmodeus grinned, slow and wicked. “That’s part of it.”

Tank squared his shoulders. “Then tell me the rest.”

Asmodeus stood, his form shifting, warping—one moment human-like, the next something more, something impossible to look at directly.

“A Scion of Asmodeus,” he murmured, circling Tank, “is not merely a priest, nor merely a vessel. He is the embodiment of my will on Earth.”

Tank swallowed hard.

“You are not meant to be a servant,” Asmodeus continued. “You are meant to be a master.”

Tank shivered.

Not with fear.

With understanding.

“You wield power,” Asmodeus said, voice curling like smoke. “And power must be wielded with intent. Without shame. Without hesitation.”

Tank listened.

Felt the weight of those words sink into him.

“Lust is sacred,” Asmodeus said. “But so is dominion. So is control.”

Tank exhaled slowly, his body thrumming with new awareness.

He had been given something divine.

And now?

He had to become worthy of it.

Asmodeus smirked, sensing the shift in him. “Yes. Now you understand.”

Tank met his gaze.

And then—

The world disappeared.


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4 – Waking and Understanding

Tank jerked awake, sucking in a breath.

Heath groaned from the other end of the couch, rubbing his eyes. “Fuck.”

Atlas strolled into the living room, sipping a glass of water. “That was fast.”

Tank exhaled, running a hand through his hair. His whole body still felt charged, like something had been burned into his very being.

Heath sat up slowly, stretching. “I… think I figured some shit out.”

Atlas grinned. “Good. So did Tank.”

Tank blinked at him. “You knew?”

Atlas smirked. “Please. I’ve been there.”

Heath exhaled. “So what now?”

Atlas took another sip of water. “Now? We get to work.”

Tank sat forward. “Rebuilding the worship of Asmodeus.”

Atlas nodded. “Exactly.”

Heath hesitated. “How do we even start?”

Atlas grinned. “We don’t need temples. We don’t need priests in robes. Gay men have always worshipped him, whether they knew it or not.”

Tank understood now.

Lust. Power. Control.

Mastery over the self, over desire, over others.

They weren’t creating something new.

They were reclaiming something lost.

Atlas stretched. “We spread the word. We start small. A whisper here, a conversation there. We teach men that what they want isn’t shameful.”

Tank nodded slowly. “We make them see what we see.”

Atlas grinned. “Exactly.”

Heath exhaled. “So we just… live it?”

Atlas smirked. “It’s not just about fucking, Heath. It’s about owning who you are. About taking what you deserve.”

Tank clenched his jaw. “Then we start now.”

Atlas raised his glass. “That’s the spirit.”


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5 – Parting Ways

An hour later, they stood at Atlas’s door, preparing to head out.

Atlas clapped a hand on Tank’s shoulder. “You’re ready.”

Tank exhaled. “I will be.”

Atlas turned to Heath. “And you?”

Heath smirked, just slightly. “I’ll figure it out.”

Atlas chuckled. “Good answer.”

Tank and Heath stepped out, the world feeling different now.

Because now?

They weren’t just men with knowledge.

They were men with purpose.

And nothing would be the same again.


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