Thursday, February 27, 2025

the week

The Week of Restraint

1 – Monday Night to Friday Afternoon

The world hadn’t stopped just because Saturday night had changed everything.

Jason, Tank, and Heath all had lives to maintain, appearances to keep up, and secrets to bury.

By Friday afternoon, all three of them had settled into their new realities—but none of them were truly at peace.


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2 – Tank: Learning Control

Tank had spent the week adjusting.

Monday had been rough, but by Tuesday, he had gotten into a rhythm—locking down his power during work, moving through the city like nothing had changed.

The pendant helped. It kept the physical signs of his transformation at bay, making sure his eyes didn’t go too dark, that his skin didn’t look too different under certain lights.

But the pull? The raw, primal hunger?

That was all on him.

By Wednesday night, he had tested himself.

A hookup with Marcos—the kind of guy who normally took control in the bedroom.

Except when Marcos touched him—felt him—he had buckled almost instantly.

Gone weak, desperate, obedient.

For a split second, Tank had felt the flood rising—the temptation to let go completely.

But he had held back. Reined it in.

Kept Marcos satisfied, but not ruined.

And when it was over, Tank had felt victorious.

Because it was working.

He could control it.

By Friday afternoon, he was sure of it.

Or at least, that’s what he kept telling himself.


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3 – Jason: Watching & Worrying

Jason had spent the entire week keeping an eye on Tank.

Checking in at Steel & Stag, watching him at the gym, keeping tabs when they were at The Den.

Every time, Tank seemed fine—relaxed, confident, joking like nothing was wrong.

But Jason knew him too well.

There was something beneath the surface.

Something waiting.

Late Thursday night, they sat in Steel & Stag after closing, the barbershop dimly lit, the scent of aftershave and warm leather still hanging in the air.

Tank leaned back in his chair, rolling his shoulders. “I think I got it under control.”

Jason took a sip of his beer. “Yeah?”

Tank smirked. “Had a hookup. Almost lost it. Didn’t.”

Jason raised an eyebrow. “Almost?”

Tank exhaled. “It’s like holding back a flood, man. But it’s getting easier.”

Jason tapped his fingers against the bottle in his hand. “So what happens when you stop holding back?”

Tank’s smirk faltered—just for a second.

Jason saw it.

And the uneasy feeling in his gut grew stronger.


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4 – Caleb: Suspicion & Doubt

Caleb had spent the week processing.

At first, he had told himself Jason was right—Bear Bash had been one of those nights, a mix of alcohol, poppers, and hyped-up energy.

But by Wednesday, he started to notice patterns.

He had talked to more than a few guys from the party.

They all said the same thing—they had lost themselves that night.

Not just got caught up in the moment.

But lost time.

By Thursday, Caleb couldn’t shake the feeling that something wasn’t adding up.

Jason hadn’t lied to him, not exactly. But he was hiding something.

And Caleb wasn’t going to let it go.


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5 – Friday Afternoon: The Storm Before the Storm

By the time Friday afternoon rolled around, all three of them were moving toward an inevitable collision.

Tank was feeling confident, sure he had his power under control.

Jason was watching, waiting for the moment things would crack.

And Caleb?

Caleb was done ignoring his instincts.

By the end of the night, things were going to change.

They just didn’t know how yet.


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